Lost Transmission

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Transmission #001 : Everybody wants control... End Transmission

Transmission #002 : Memory can be erased... End Transmission

Transmission #003 : History can be changed to lies... End Transmission

Transmission #004 : Society destroys what it cannot control... End Transmission

"Everything faded into mist. The past was erased, the erasure was forgotten, the lie became truth."

- George Orwell - 1984


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My 16 Bit Hand

I write,
I dream,
I think(,)
I'm me

I have my beliefs and the voice behind my eyes is real, but I'm not so sure it's mine.
Every word is a string of data programmed into me since birth.
That's why every conversation feels nothing like me.
Because I'm being dragged out of freedom, and now I have to interact with others.
But since every thought is a poolful of 1's and 0's, wouldn't that make me more programmed than them?

It's hard to imagine a world
without word; without definition;
without absolute; without thought;
without is
without us

Robot. by ~GetYourGrip

I write, I dream, I think(,) I'm me
I have my beliefs and the voice behind my eyes is real, but I'm not so sure it's mine
every word is a string of data programmed into me since birth
that's why every conversation feels nothing like me, because I'm being dragged out of freedom, and now I have to interact with others
but since every thought is a poolful of 1's and 0's, wouldn't that make me more programmed than them?
It's hard to imagine a world without word; without definition;

Drag and Drop to Collect

For Those Who Don't Know Who And How I Are.

• I'm Tom, but you can call me Gabe or tonight.
• I'm extremely opinionated. This can be good or bad... I guess. Because we may disagree on something and I'll tell you exactly what I think, and you might be surprised I actually said that. So don't ask for my opinion if you don't want the harsh truth.
  
• I can be judgemental and I can be extremley nice.
  
• I hardly ever trust humans, and if you break that trust, don't expect me not to ask you this question: "WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH YOU?!". You imagine what happens next.
  
• I won't lie but unforutnately I can be selfish.
  
• I say a lot of things the wrong way. So please don't be insulted if I accidently say something that sounds bad. It isn't my intent to lower people's self esteem.
  
• I don't have many friends, because... Oh let's face it... People are not trustable. I don't have many friends because a majority of the people I have ever trusted, disappointed me.
  
• I have a negative attitude towards pretty much anything and everyone.
• I'm good at leading people on, so if I hurt you I'm really sorry.
• Sluts are gross and can't fall in love. If STDs make you happy, do whatever the fuck you want. Don't come running to me when your peeing blood, cause all I will say is "I told you so..."
• I don't like it when people constantly keep messaging me with remarks such as 'You're sexy' or 'You're hott'. I know it's a friendly gesture and all but you don't even know me... It's cool if you're one of my friends and all, I like being complimented once or twice by the same person but seriously if the same random person constantly messaged you saying you were hott wouldn't you get annoyed? And I hate how people only talk to me because they think I'm hot... It's really annoying and I know you're trying to be nice but it just makes me feel judged. In a good way. But still judged. Get to know the person first please.
• Calm down and watch your words very carefully, because if you say something that insults me just tiny bit or angers me, I'll bite your head off over the computer.
  

Let Love Lead The Way

It's burning deep inside me. No one sees. And you ignore. Everything burns. There's one way to stop it. It's unkown. Not a twinge. Not a fear. All roads lead me to you.

And it rains on the outside. Like it's never gonna stop. The atmosphere goes dark. Nothing is visible. It may seem a little complicated. But still, all roads lead me to you.

When I get sick and tired, I dream of you. It keeps me alive. Gives me something to hold on to. I walk never ending roads. They all lead me to you.

Gerek Yok.

Ben herşeyi denedim . Uğrunda kendimi bile feda ettim . Ne yaptım ne ettimse söz dinletemedim. Şimdi git. Yolun açık olsun. Seninle buraya kadarmış beraberlik. Belki çok günahtır bu. Belki de çok yazık.

Bak zaman çabuk geçti. Hikaye sona erdi aniden. Sen hayırsız çıktın. Geçmişi unuttun. Ama şimdi herşey bitti. Seni unutmak oldukca zor bir işti. Artık çok değiştim ben. Sanki bambaşka kişi...

Düşün bir an o geçmiş günleri. Ama tek düşün ; giden dönmüyor geri...

Git! Karşımda durma. Hiç gerek yok. Elimde sebebim yok. Hiç ağlama, sızlama. Hiç yararı yok. Hikayelere karnım tok.

Tren gitti.
Yetişmedin.
Yeterli beklendi .
Erişmedin.

Pretentious Loneliness

Maybe one day you miss me too, as you walk on the streets of another city, with another men. Maybe you cry over another men. You keep it on the low.

Or maybe one day you miss...

And maybe you remember the first novel you read, the first man you loved, the life you've chosen, the last man you loved, your legal pain, your loneliness...

Wipe away all the loneliness in your eyes. Whisper my name to walls. Thousand blades on my back. Each of them are your namesakes. And they all admire you.

Today. Awkwardness.

Conversation 1

Jac says: God. what the hell ever happened to us? we used to be in love. =[

Gabe says: Yeah, I used to like blondes then.

Jac says: so remember that time when you were within 15 minutes of me but decided you were too cool to hang out with me?

Gabe says: I'm still too cool hang out with you. :L

Jac says: you are by far the wierdest kid i've ever met BUTTHEAD!!

Gabe says: I'm a busy man and oh so the famous one.

Jac says: yeah obviously. someone is too preoccupied with their "team" and "science" and other "bullshit" like that. whatever, gabe. whatever. it hurts...right here (i'm pointing to my heart, not my boobs)

Gabe says: Sorry I forgot about you. I was IMing someone else on MSN. Show me your boobs. So I can decide whose boobs are better, hers or yours. But yours are smaller, so you have no chance. haha

Jac says: twist the plot you motherfuck. think about it.

Gabe says: I see. So you're still a virgin...

Jac says: I FUCKING HATE YOU ASIAN!!!

***

Conversation 2

E-Marshall says: mr.g how are you i was sitting here naked and grabing my schlong and somehow i thought of you.weird......anyways tap dat pussy she's a modafucka...come partay with us we have a new crack bong its mind boggling...

Gabe says: Well, then how are those wet dreams coming along?

E-Marshall says: no telling dood. come testify ehuhehe i want to get krunk with you. we should set up parties!

Gabe says: Hello, I've moved to Turkey!!!!

E-Marshall says: true.. true.. so if you could take the time to hit the fine wine would you?

Gabe says: Whut?! o_O'

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Conversation 3

Suave Pants says: Yo Grizzle! Hows it hanging bro? We should make love again or wait ummmmm........ Anyway hit me up sometime. much love

Gabe says: I'd think "wrong convo" but Grizzle would be me...

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Conversation 4


JayAre says: hey need a guitar tech or anything for the next tour???...dont worry im only semi-serious!

Gabe says: We split up in 2008? Remember? -.-

JayAre says: oyea sorry, I were the bassist, weren't i?!

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Conversation 5

Leerizzle says: You ain't home hommie. Where are youh?

Gabe says: At work.

Leerizzle says: At 7 PM on the day off?

Gabe says: Yeah, thought it would be less boring than watching you cybersex with some cyber slut.

Leerizzle says: Traitor mother fucker...god damn...dont come home pussy...

***

Conversation 6


The Klyde says: HAHA. Did you frost your hair? That is so...faggish. You better believe I like it.

Gabe says: Slizzut.

The Character Card Of Gabe Renata

Name : Thomas Gabriel Andrew RENATA-AOKI
Nick Names: Tom, Tomboy, Triathlon, Tigah, Tokyaoki, Teeoh, Gabe, Sheldon, O The Scientist, Cyborg
Occupation: Experimental physicist
IQ: 180 + , still improving
Age: 18
From: California, USA - Working in Istanbul, Turkey.
Languages: Japanese, English, Spanish, Turkish, German
Ethnicity: Asian

I started university at the age of 14. I'm about to possess a master's degree and I and conduct string theory research at a university's physics department.

I'm a multi-lingual speaker. But I prefer speaking English as long as I don't HAVE to speak any other language.

I'm a pc games geek. I could play 24/7 nonstop if I didn't have bladder and hunger needs. I don't mind sharing details of my life that others might find embarrassing. And if I had super powers I'd choose to be a villain.

Despite being one of the perfect human specimen, according to people around me; I lack empathy, am unable to discern sarcasm and jokes, don't like changes, have an inflated ego and do not understand social norms, and make little attempt to do so.

Rock Paper Scissors Lizard Spock

Scissors cuts paper, paper covers rock, rock crushes lizard, lizard poisons Spock, Spock smashes scissors, scissors decapitates lizard, lizard eats paper, paper disproves Spock, Spock vaporizes rock, and as it always has, rock crushes scissors. Rules of the game. As simple as it is. Yet people find it complicated.

I think, therefore I create thoughts, thoughts turn into words, words turn into speech, speech turns into insults -unintentionally-, insults turn into offence -no offence intended-, offence turn into anger, anger turns into words, words turn into arguments, arguments turn into fights, fights turn into heartbreaks, heartbreaks turn into end of friendship. Story of my life. As simple as it is. Yet people find it complicated.